Friday, August 29, 2008

Malaysia Today

Sadly, the Malaysian Communication and Multimedia Commission (MCMC) had closed the controversial Malaysia Today website, which had been previously known for imparting F.O.C 'political gossips' and ‘hot news’ which can be found nowhere in the mainstream medias

What is so surprising, this move is unprecedented. Note that under the MSC Bill of Guarantees, the government, the government had promised that "There is no Internet Censorship". Now, they had breached their promise. Today Datuk Seri Syed Hamid Albar put their defence that they should impose the ban because the website contains libellious and defamatory things. Yesterday I had just read a ‘hot gossip’ from the website, pertaining to a SD by this one Indian fella alleging that our current DPM actually practised the Hindu way of life. It made me laugh, but I still wonder on the truthfulness of the allegation.


Coming back to this sudden ban, I’m pondering whether the MCMC is really exercising their regulatory power, or it’s just another politically motivated agenda. If my former thought is their right intention, it would be good as this initiative could be the memorable precedent. But if the latter is true, the Government was not only breaching their promise, but curtailing the people’s freedom of expression & right to information at nook and cranny. How are we going to face the globalization if our rights to receive information are restricted from every angle? The Malaysians are wise enough to judge what is good and what is bad for them. Thus, the MCMC should not be the final arbitrator to curtail our rights.


And oh poor RPK, he already faced several charges in his court. Now it’s like another potshot to him.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Petronas Merdeka Ad 2008

While I was reading The Star this morning, a pop-up ad suddenly came out and I inadvertently clicked on it. Feel so annoyed because there are so many irritating pop-up ad on any online portal these days. Now this one which I thought another annoying ad was from Petronas. A new ad for our upcoming Independence Day. I haven't watch the ad on TV. Saw this boy from 'Hikayat Putera Shazlan' is featured in this ad. I like his talent in acting. So I keep on watching the ad, ignoring my grumbling-conscience at first place.

Afdlin Shauki is also featured in this ad, as Shazlan's father (I dont know Shazlan's real name), but in this ad his name is 'Aiman'. Aiman is a genius boy, has great creativity on inventing new things from junk items. When he asked his dad to buy a brand new 'fish-net' and his father refused, he made his own using mosquitoes net. I hate the part when the boys surrounded this rich snobbish kid with his red pedal car and he hit Aiman's hand when Aiman touched his car. I like the part when Aiman made his own pedal car using the junks spare parts from a car workshop, and when the boys queued in a line, his car is the biggest & smartest! So impressive.

I think that all Malaysian should watch this video, since it can cultivate positive messages. You can see at the end of the ad, the message is "Patience, perseverance & hard work paves the road to success". While somebody might personally feels that this one suits more for "Father's day" ad, I think the message is implied, not expressly been portrayed. It's been 51 years since we enjoyed the freedom from the occupation and conquest of foreign powers. Why?Because our great ancestors had strived for patience and perseverance to free our beloved nation from the grasp of the Whites, coupled with the hard work to build the country, so that we would be able to enjoy what we already had now.

When Afdlin Shauki tossed his account book to Aiman and showed that he had already collected RM 41,718.29 for Aiman to further his studies at tertiary level, I think this one portrays a forlorn moment. Feel like my eyes glands were clogged with water.*Sigh*.. It depicts the hard life of the rural folks of the Malaysians..only after 8 years, they could collect such sum of money, meaning that he could only save RM14.29 per day. Now, think about the per capita income of the rural folks...

Contemplating on the other side of the message despite on what had been laid out by the ad director, I think 'saving' is paramount important, so that we won't be too dependent on the financial aids in case we face any hardship. Thank God I started to realize on the awareness few years back and opened an ASB account. Collected each trimester from my pocket money given by my father and YTM allowances. I don't care if people say I'm a tight-spender/cheapskate/stingy. I draw a budget limit daily, so that I wont overspend my money.

All in all, I give two thumbs up for the ad, the significance in the delivery of the message, and for the Petronas, being the guardian of the wealth of the nations for almost 30 decades.

This is the link for the ad, for smoother ad, without the annoyance of buffering.
http://www.petronasgreetings.com/


P/S : Fuel price had been cut down today to RM2.55..pfft!I woke up as early as 7AM to fill the fuel, well not so much different but at least, lower than before.:)

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Teatime@BigApple

Right after Dr.MyintZan boring 1 hour&extra10 mins lecture yesterday, we made up our mind to take a deep-relieving breath @Big Apple. I picked up 2 donuts only cos' I was nearly full after lunch few hours before, while all these 'hungry ghosts' picked a box of 6.haha..no offense buds! I never tried it's 'Apple Tea' before cos usually back in KB, I prefer to choose ice-blended. So,this time I feel like wanna try it once, tasted ok laa..


Introducing....(drum beats please!).."The charming Miss Nayrell Musings"




Ok so this one is the picture of the sweetygedik photographer.I dunno why she refused be featured in all these candid pics and camwhoring like always. Haha!I know she'll mad at me if she notices that I put this pic in here..but this one is the PUNISHMENT for 'failing to commit the conspiracy of camwhoring'.:P

Saturday, August 16, 2008

I won't let the time swipe my teenhood away (Part 1)

As the title tells, I missssssssssssssss my teenhood pretty bad.:(. How I wish a Doraemon will pop out from my study table-drawer and brings me back to my teenhood. How I wish Alana of "The Girl from Tomorrow" let me borrow her "Time Capsule"..How I wish I could freeze the time so that I would be young and lost in my la-la-land eternally..

These are among my besties back at high school. Sorry for those who are not included, these are the only piece of pic left in my possession. I heart my GF's to the fullest. There are few things that I miss the most:
1) Playing truant - through the back gate or when we have enough guts, even through the front gate (haha) & relaxing at Berek Polis/yam cha @Kedai Kakyah, or enjoying the taste of Mee Goreng Basah.
2) Active in theatre, even the teachers call us the 'artis-artis'. I remembered every time we entered into Math Modern class, Cikgu Wahab would sarcastically accused us of being lazy and too engrossed and lost in our 'glamour world'.*grin*. But I still got A1 for modern maths.:P
3) Big fan of Duta and Sheila on 7.We're like tend to drool seeing his appearance on mags and tv. Every time we practised theatre, we would sat together near Jaydeen's radio and sang in a pilgrim. Sephia was the major hit. Sebuah Kisah Klasik and Sahabat Sejati reminds me to the glory days.
4) Besties called me 'sedo', cos' sometimes I was blur and ignorant with the surrounding. Don't know how to describe in English or even in Malay. Words can't describe the meaning.hehe. But I don't feel offended. Teasing could close our bond. We love teasing each other.
5) We love to see boys with sloppy style and messy hair (Duta and Julian Casablanca of the Stroke was the icon at that time). So everytime we saw these type of guys, we were like "whoahhhhh!" and over-excited.
6) Ugh! I hate marching, as much as I hate sports. There was one time my belt was loosen out while I did the marching practise. Everyone laughs. Huh! Can't bear the embarassment.Lol.
7) We got the punishment for skipping Physical Education subject. Had to "jalan itik" for one volleyball court round by Cikgu Haminah. (Sumpah aku takkan maaf sampai bila-bila). Once I become a lawyer, I wish I can sue her for mental and physical torture.Haha! This are the subject that I hate most, as well as my friends. So everytime this class started we would find a place to hide. Cikgu Suraya would checked the school compound looking for us. Uh and I hate this teacher as well for her sarcastic and bitchy mouth. Once I've graduated and got a job, I would go and find her back.haha.
8) We love doing experiment during Chemistry and Biology class. Had once broken the test-tube. Haha. Cikgu Firdus (our Chemistry teacher) and Mr Chua (Biology teacher) are rocks. These are among the teachers who didn't look down on us. Our group's experiment are always the best one. We could finished it faster than other group and the outcome was great, the result was almost accurate.

Above is the picture for Kebayan theatre in 2001. Guess which one is me?Lol.The 'nenek kucing' one. The one whose sepet eyes were closed was the 'Isteri Tanggang yang Kematu' and the right one is Nyai Tua Kurtok. *Sigh*. This one will always remain, the good old days....

My teenhood were always filled with dreams and laughters..I feel contented, and I never regret of what had been done in the past. The pros build the confidence, and the cons taught me to be a better person. Here is the song which suits the current mood, 'Sebuah Kisah Klasik' by Sheila on 7. Insya-Allah I will continue on the 2nd Part, while I was at MMU soon.

Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tidak bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan di hari tua

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

New Look!

I'm not talking about my personal appearance neither my hairstyle. I'm talking about my room back at KB. My house had undergone little renovation few months back, so as my cozy room. Had persuaded my mom to renovate my room, according to my own taste. I asked her to make it like a beach chalet room look-alike. Luckily, she agreed and I jumped for excitement!Yay!

Wall-painting in wild-orchid color, wooden floor with bamboo mattress and tall window-pane. Bought the lavender flowers from SSF as it was so cheap after the 50%discount.Yea like usual I love to hunt for cheap stuff! The vase was handed down my my great-grandpa. And I bought the painting from a thrift shop, which costs RM5 only(for an abstract painting!). Actually, I bought this Egypt-painting earlier, with the Cleopatra and Marc Anthony, but I had done a stupid mistake. I re-paint the frame back, and it ruined the painting! Mum nagged me all day long.*sigh*.

So this is the outcome.80% finished(it still under construction).Couldn't wait to 'balik kampung' again.:)

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Live Debate - DSAI vs Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek

Last night was a remarkable moment. I guess whoever watched the live debate last night could make their own presumption on who is the winner of the debate, based on the points tendered, not on personal attack. Despite facing police interrogation today, DSAI seemed to be calm and bubbly, as opposed to the scurrilous and mouth-foaming Shabby. No wonder some Malaysian considered DSAI as the best orator in Malaysia. He spoke eloquently and the formula presented by him was convincing, which are:-
1) Savings in government expenditure, including the problems of leakage (as he referred to as 'kebocoran'.)
2) Reducing the standby capacity in energy production from 40% to 20% by the Independent Power Producer (IPP).
3) Savings from the special dividend which will be given by Petronas, amounting to RM6 billion (DSAI suggested to save RM 1 Billion).
According to him, the government need to save up RM5 billion to sustain the subsidy and offers RM0.50 cut from the current petrol price.

DSAI had made a good job. He revealed the methods to reduce the oil price from the beginning of the debate, whereas the Shabby kept crapping on the economic recession, blaming the global situation(war in Iraq, possibility of attack in Iran and high demand by China & India). He even flashback to situation in 1974, where DSAI had lead a parade during Allahyarham Tun Razak's reign. Come on laa..This is not a room for personal attack. The speaker/mediator was biased as well. He did mentioned earlier that any personal attack would not be tolerated, but when Shabby go against the rule, he just kept silent.

During the second round, Shabby explained that if the Government keep on giving subsidy, it would benefit the giant company such as Shell,Esso which are operating here. He suggested that instead of giving subsidy, it would be better if the government gives money straightaway to its rakyat. (Is there any sign right now that they are willing to give money to the people?*Lol*). He even fooled himself by comparing Malaysia to Norway, which gives less subsidy, but their country has less corruption compared to Malaysia. DSAI later countered his statement, by stating that Norway's per capita income is 10 times higher than us(It's true, I checked in Wiki today, Norwegian enjoys third-highest GDP per capita in the world). The audience then applauded.

DSAI later explained that Malaysia's net profit for oil production is among the top 100 in the world. When the panel kept reiterating that Petronas contribute a huge sum of profit to our country, DSAI sarcastically said that he did not want to touch on Petronas, instead he wants to question on the funds which had been given to government.

The panel reminiscenced the fuel hike in 2006, where the government had saved 4.3 billion and promised to upgrade the public transport, but they only used 834.75 million out of the saving. The left-over of the money had been questioned. This time, the government can saved up to 13 billion. So what's the government plan for this huge some of saving? Apparently, Shabby twisted his answers, by directing to Venezuela, which the fuel price is 10 cent but their inflation rate is up to 30% and same goes on Iran. He didn't really answered the panel's question. He misled the audience to the recent embarassing concert during the oil hike protest. DSAI brilliantly countered his statement again, claiming that our inflation rate goes higher recently(in June, it's 6%). So, by comparing the ration of oil hike:inflation rate, to Venezuela and Iran, our is even worse!

When it comes to the final question, DSAI asked Shabby, why the hike is so drastic?Why the government broke their promise before the election of not raising the fuel price? Once again, he didn't answered the question. He ostensibly drawed us back to the reformation in 1974 led by DSAI, attacked DSAI personally like he had did during his introduction statement. Poor him, he had drained out of facts and ideas to answer and counter DSAI.

Shabby later questioned DSAI what would happen if Malaysia has run out of oil sources one day, will the PR continues to give subsidy or the price will raise up drastically? First few seconds, DSAI bashed him of not utilizing the opportunity to discuss about oil hike, instead misused the room for personal attack. *Lol*. He later stated that the oil will only run out in 2015 if Petronas stopped their work. He went further by defending Petronas, he only condemned the present government for their inefficient management of the funds. Yesterday, Petronas announced that they will give 6 billion as special dividend to the government. He suggested that the government can use 1 billion out of the dividend to bear the subsidy.

DSAI, although he is not an economic-graduate, he was equipped with facts and figures relating to economic statistic. He revealed to the audience that with every increase of 1 dollar, we will get a profit up to 360 million, and thus we have a huge sum of benefit. Yes, we are the importer and not among the top 20 (as mentioned by Shabby), of course with the current global situation, there would be an increase, but not so drastic until it burdens the rakyat. Shabby, on the other way round, is prepared on the perspective of 'personal attack' and 'sarcastic remarks' only. He came out with less facts and figures compared to DSAI. I bet most of the audience cracked a laughter when he mentioned that "Petronas hebat kerana UMNO". He even fooled himself with stupid jokes mentioning about minyak attar.. Haha,Shabby, now one whole nation know you can be a good comedian, replacing Mr Bean.

The best suggestion from the Panel is that "DSAI ...tak perlulah jadi PM, nasihat sajalah kat kerajaan sekarang..". DSAI sarcastically mentioned that he was there because he is not a PM, and even willing to give suggestions for the government, but is there any willingness on part of our present government to accept his ideas?

Shabby also seems to be lack of approach to defend the government. He keep reiterating the word "populist" and the phrase "unpopular decision". Well, they had ran out of weapon, those words are the only shields to protect them.

Though I preferred DSAI, I would like tender an impartial view here. I personally think that DSAI had given out good points, but he failed to elaborate his convincing views on how to tailored up with the economic recession if we reduced our oil price in this current global recession (Shabby pointed out good question here). Another problem, what if we had ultimately run out of the oil sources during 2015, would he continues to give subsidy or reduces the price drastically? He did not give a lengthy explanation concerning this matter at the end of the debate.

All in all, even the online poll in Malaysiakini proved that DSAI's voters had outnumbered Shabby. Obviously, the BN government had ran out of the high credibility leaders. The left-overs of their supporters are their MPs and loyal supporters (pakcik pakcik dan makcik makcik) who are not exposed to the alternative medias and the ICT. The young generations are wiser to judge who are the better and potential leaders.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Plaid Shirt


Was tagged by Miss Nayrell Musings so I post up this entry following up her tag, eventhough I didn't used to post any entry on fashion before.

Well, I saw this one girl in her blog clad up in this 'plaid shirt' before.(never know it is called as plaid shirt until Ainna mentioned about it..haha!). I only refer to it as checked-print shirt. So when I was goofing around the KB Mall back in trimester break, I saw this shirt on the piles of RM10 case. The girl in that blog and her shirt came across my mind all of a sudden. I also personally think that the check-printed shirt depicts the 'indie's darling'. So, I picked up this shirt without any hesitation cos it's so cheap and the color is nice (combination of blue,yellow, and orange).

I bought the belt above at RM2 from a thrift stall@Pasar Pagi Shah Alam. I'm a cheapskate, so I do always love cheap stuffs and lowest bargain. Mind again that my brand-new plaid shirt is only RM10. I'm not a fashion victim, I only hunt for cheap-but-nice fashion items. I quote a verse from 'Pork and Beans' by Weezer that definitely pictures me well, hehe..

...I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like

I'm finally dandy with the me inside

One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink

I don't give a hoot about what you think..

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Pork and Beans from The Red Album


Weezer was back!With their 6th Album-The Red Album (another album with color title after the 'blue' and 'green' albums). They released their album on 3rd July but poor them, it was leaked out before the release on the internet, and their single, 'Pork and Beans' was uploaded on p2p software like iMesh and Limewire.

When I first listened to the singalong melody of the Pork and Beans, it reminds me back to the glory days of Weezer, the chunka-chunka guitar hooks swing me back to 90's, as good as their Pinkerton, Blue, and Green albums. It almost resembling the El Scorcho or Buddy Holly. Yea, I was the number 1 fan of =w=, I listened to the Buddy Holly when I was at the age of 13(borrowed my uncle's cd at that time), and I was like mesmerized to their catchy-tunes and brilliant lyrics! Since then I started to look out for their other songs, where later I found out that Island in The Sun, Butterfly, and O'Girlfriend were magnificient too when I was in Form 4.

The picture above is the cover of the album. You can see that the band members are wearing the Village People costumes. Rivers Cuomo seemed to be getting older and more matured, but his wired-glass was never changed! His eccentric geekness rocks the socks through a clever and irrestisible lyrics and cranked-up amplifier!

No one can denies, Cuomo is a genius powerpop persona. Graduated from Harvard University, he was conferred a phi beta kappa (most prestigious honors for arts and science undergraduate in America). I personally admired him, as much as my honorable respect for the Icelandic Bjork.

Their v/clip for Pork and Beans is a must-watch one!It's so hilarious, featuring many YouTube celebrities. You'll definitely crack a laughter when you see the video!

I keep on repeating the song today. It's loud, very radio-friendly,till I can't resist to play it again and again. My cousin had just send The Greatest Man that Ever Lived, another hit from the Red Album. I cant make a review on it yet, since I had just received it and played it for the first time.

Overall, Weezer had emerged back from their stagnation period, during Maladroit and Make Believe. They're ready to rock your socks now!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Massive Reform: For Better or For Worst?

Yesterday's article in The Star was so imperative. The issue was taken from The Economist, written meticulously by Baraddan Kupusamy, criticizing the changes by Pak Lah. In his article, the reforms made by Pak Lah was compared to Mikhail Gorbachev (the last head of state of the USSR), whereby his reforms had overthrowed the Old Soviet regime in 1991. I was so eager to know about this guy. So, I 'wiki' and 'googled' up his name. There I found the lights out of my curiousity.

Gorbachev introduced Glasnost, which promotes openness, transparency and freedom of information in the Soviet Union government. Obviously, the traits of his reforms are tantamount to the positive changes by Pak Lah after the catastrophic-poll. He promoted openness and transparency by appointing two outspoken Senators, Datuk Zaid Ibrahim and Datuk Shahrir Samad (well-known for his critic-minded during CheDet's reign). These two ministers had announced sudden reforms by establishing ACA, Royal Police Commission, and Judicial Appointment Commission. The rakyat welcomed these establishments as more and more 'skeletons in the closet' were revealed. More high-rank officers were detained for corruption, like yesterday, a high-rank officer from KTMB was interrogated for his mishap. In last few days news, a PO was detained when he forced a girl to perform oral-sex and subsequently raped her during investigation for a traffic-offence. The more 'interesting', allegations by Justice Ian Chin against the former Prime Minister. Like I said, more 'skeletons' popped out from the closet, more defects were discovered. I tried to link these with comments regarding comparison to Mikhail Gorbachev that oversaw the changes as the 'murderer' to the Soviet Regime. Well, changes can be for a better impact or for worst. It depends on how the rakyat accepting the changes, and the fidelity of the reforms itself. If rakyat can tolerate with the 'hidden skeleton' that had just popped-out, yes, it will be for better.

But if vice versa, ughh.. I won't say anything. There's an 'alligator' outside that curtails the expression of my thoughts. I won't blame the S.A 1948 and D.A 1957..MAYBE there is a good reason...yea...MAYBE.

Thaksin came across my mind while I was writing this post. He was overthrowed by a military junta, where during his reign, corruptions were at the peak, and hostility towards a free press (contemplating over RPK all of a sudden). It only came across my mind..I'm not ready to elaborate on it...I'm a 'potential-predator', who feared the 'alligator'.

Ohh...Positive-thinking! Towards a free press, I was contended that Harakah was already allowed to be published twice a week. This is a BETTER reform.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

V for Vendetta

Yes yes I know the movie was outdated already. The movie was published in 2006 and I only watched it few weeks ago at home when it was screened in HBO. A bunch of gratitudes to Astro.Hahaha..Poor me! I was left far behind to talk about the movie when it was still sizzling back in 2 years ago.

The main character of the movie was 'V' (of course la right, you can even catch it from the title), who was a freedom fighter. His motive was to overthrow the present government, Norsefire, which practised oppression. One of his dialogue remains entrenched in my mind, "The people should not be afraid of the government, it's the government who should be afraid of the people". The significance of this quote is the guys of the rakyat to stand still without fear, and to oppose the government when they realized that the government is acting wrongly, putting aside the rights and sovereignity of the peoples. Well, we the Malaysian had been shocked with too many unanticipated government's hasty decision these past few weeks.First, the fuel price hike.Second, the salary's payment of the government servants for twice a month starting from this August, and thirdly, the budget deficit as a result of the economic turndown. When the awaken rakyat lamenting, causing the uproar, they acted in a hanky-panky way, twisted their agenda, blaming the current economy of the world. Do you think you can easily manipulate and deceive the people after the political tsunami?Back to the quote, the government should take a lesson from the 'tsunami', afraid of the consequences from their hanky-panky decisions. Wake up and smell the cappucino lah! The peoples can be subversive,any time from now on.


Another scene which strike my eye appeals was when thousands of peoples marched along the parade to the Parliament wearing V's mask. Frankly speaking, I was heartily touched of the scene. I was thinking about the Bersih rally when I watched the scene. Thousands of peoples wearing yellow shirt instead of the solemn-face mask. Now I'm wondering of the date of 5th July, where thousands of rakyat are expected to gather at KLCC, protesting for the fuel price hike. They are urged to wear red instead of the mask, symbolized anguish and dissatisfaction to the government for their ignorance. Well yeah, wearing red was better than wearing mask. When you wear a mask, your identity won't be revealed but when you are unmasked, wearing reds, there go your guts!

Well I'm still thinking of who the hell from our nation have enough physical and mental ability to depict the cunning V?V had undergone torture from Larkhill as a consequence of the bioterrorist attack and he developed his ability from the torture, which outraged his vendetta. Is there any resemblance of Larkhill here?I guess we would have a mutual thought here, it's something that is urged to be abolished for years...

Another scene which lured my attention was when Gordon showed Evey that he kept Al-Quran in his secret chamber, and told her that he is not a Moslem, but the beauty and the amazing content of the holy book attracts him to do so. Later on he was killed, purposely because the army found the Quran in his house! Here, it envisages that even the non-Moslem digested the Holy Book because of its perfect divine words. Ironically, it pictures how the white regimes treated the Moslem.

All in all, I will give two thumbs up for the movie and its depth-impact messages.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

memento from mi amor!


Yay!mi amor just got back from Bandung and he brought back all these stuffs for me. Was so tormented without any sms or call from him for 5 days! and when he came back, calling me in the morning while I was still sleeping noticing that he's here already, and MMS me the souvenirs which he brought back, I was sooooo overjoyed and apologized him for the 'grace period'. Thanks, thanks a trillion dear. Currently listening to Annie's Song from Weezer, and I humbly dedicate this heartful and meticulous-written lyrics to YOU!

Erk...some old folks believed on this taboo.When a guy gives 'kain pasang' to his girl, jodoh tak sampai (their relationship won't be long). But I don't believe on this stupid taboo.

Gonna send the fabrics to the tailor for the coming 'baju raya'.
Now it's my favorite shirt!:)


You fill up my senses

Like a night in a forest

Like the mountains in springtime

Like a walk in the rain

Like a storm in the desert

Like a sleepy blue ocean

You fill up my senses

Come fill me again



Come let me love you

Let me give my life to you

Let me drown in your laughter

Let me die in your arms

Let me lay down beside you

Let me always be with you

Come let me love you

Come love me again



You fill up my senses

Like a night in a forest

Like the mountains in springtime

Like a walk in the rain

Like a storm in the desert

Like a sleepy blue ocean

You fill up my senses

Come fill me again

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

The hunt of thrifting @ KB!

Yay!found another thrift-shop at KB..or the exact place is Kok Lanas, with little help and direction from a friend. This thrift-store didnt sell vintage clothes, it merely has thrifted bags,belts,& watches,and yes its sorta rare&unique from other thrift shop,cos hey we cant easily find watches at vintage shop right?Plus the items are arranged and displayed neatly on the rack, so its like an 'invitation to treat' for the customer who entered into the shop.We can easily see the items without bowing and rummaging through a mountain full of dusty items!

So,when my friend first introduced the shop I was like kinda excited and overjoyed!At first instance I didnt thought to buy anything cos' I only bring RM50 in my wallet,even when my friend asked nok beli gapo? (What do u want to buy?)..I said takdok gapo-gapo kot,kelih kelih jah(nothing maybe...just want to have a look).

But I was overwhelmed with my "usual lust" once I got into the shop(ehhemm..not that "lust",i mean shopping).was lucky enough cos' we went to the shop a day after they displayed the new stuffs,so we got the chance to choose 'almost flawless' items.Plus theres lot of authentic branded stuff.So I ended up buying these bags and one butterfly-buckled belt.Ohh what a deviation from the prior intention!I'm broke,once again!






Item No.1 : Authentic Black DKNY Bag
Item No.2 : Over-sized Hobo Bag (I tied with butterfly-printed sash)
Item No.3 : Authentic Gucci Handbag
Item No.4 : Burberry Handbag (Fragrance-freebie)

Monday, June 09, 2008

Chillin' at PCB

Went to PCB(Pantai Cahaya Bulan,formerly known as Pantai Cinta Berahi..no offense,the former name sounds quite nasty) with a bunch of my friends yesterday.Well, they just came back from hiking expedition@Stong's and took a stop at Hanis's,& took a ride to Kota Bharu Maju 2008.So,here we come,sipping coconut-asli-dari-ladang & makan2 keropok lekor+crunchies seafood @ PCB.And yea,Man brought the camera,so we the cam-whores as usual lah..pukul-pukul gamba(how the Kelantanese refers to 'snapping pic').:)





Saturday, June 07, 2008

The 'so-unpopular' outcries : Fuel Price Hike

So what's the main worries and anguish of the Malaysians these past few days?The answer is so 'popular', despite 'fak lah!'s remark that the hike was an 'unpopular decision' (from an infamous government under his leadership..shall I say that?). The petrol price was raised up from RM1.92 to RM2.70!(up 78 cent), and diesel, from RM 1.58 to RM2.58(up RM1)!

*Graph : credit to Malaysiakini website

Having a glance at the above graph, we can infer that THIS IS THE HIGHEST MARGINS OF THE HIKE OVER THE DECADES!*unpopular decision menate apo ni fak lah?*

Okay WAN FARHANIM...so now sit down,calm, and contemplate (do u think anyone can be calm?).What's the probable consequences of the hike?Of course, I have to tighten my budget after the new trimester starts, cos' I have to spend more on the fuel!Last time, I spent RM40 for 20.833 litre petrol for my car. After doing little calculation, the draconian hike urges me to spend RM56 for the same amount of petrol!Imagine..RM 16 difference(My father only gives me RM50 for the petrol).So I have to add-up RM16 from my pocket money from now on..I am a student,and oh did I mention?a 'cheapskate' student.I can have 3 times meals from that RM16, or buy Hotlink top-up, or even buying one outfit from F.O.S stores!

Solution : Do I have to change my lifestyle now?(Reiterating fak lah's deputy suggestion).Some laid out the sarcastic remarks on their YM status, buying a 'le-run' or 'raleigh' bicycle. Well, I will consider that, spending RM300 for once in a blue moon and sacrificing more sweat and energy, rather than wasting RM224 per month for the petrol and sitting like a potato couch in the aircond and pull the gear back and forth! That's quid pro pro right?

One of my buddies even suggested to buy a horse. But I cant ride a horse, nor affordable to pay its price! He later popped out with another solution.. "Go buy a kambing lah!Tambat..pegi kelah paka topi cowboy.."Hurm...isnt that cool?

Saturday, April 19, 2008

1988 crisis : A legacy that still haunts the nation

Yesterday was as usual. Skipped up 8-10AM class because I was overslept. Besides spending the time of doing assignment and goofing around Dataran Pahlawan to look for my cousin's birthday prezzie(we ended up buying Roxy gigantic pencil case), I spend the rest of the hours reading good news of the announcement of the judicial commission. Here, I made a review.


Two decades had gone. The dark era of the judiciary since the dismissal of the Lord President, Tun Salleh Abbas, along with the grievances of his five other contemporaries back in 1988 is still an uproar. Yesterday, with the announcement of the Judicial Commission and the recognitions of the contributions by the 'long-aggrieved judges' by PakLah, with the hope of renewing the people's trust in the judiciary during the Bar Council dinner yesterday; the guests, other members from the legal fraternity and even the 'rakyat' gave thunderous cheers for the moves, notating the end of the dark era in our judiciary system. But a question arose out from my curiosity, how far could it guaranteed the light at the end of the tunnel?

Among the proposal for the Judicial Commission is to make the process of appointing, nominating, and promoting judges more transparent and representative. Our current governments had also agreed to give ex-gratia payment to those six judgement, namely Tun Salleh Abbas, Tan Sri Azmi Kamaruddin, Datuk George Seah, Tan Sri Wan Hamzah, and the representatives of the late Tan Sri Eusoffe Abdoolcader as well as the late Tan Sri Wan Suleiman. These payments might be inferred as a recognition that 'something wrong' took place in 1988. These six peoples were heroes in the battle to uphold the dignity and the independence of the judiciary, which had been tarnished by the previous government and the infamous maha-zalim.

Ambiga Sreenevasan, representing the Bar Council, applauded the moves, contending that these are the essence of what the Bar had been fighting for years.
"Tonight, we called a spade a spade, so now we can move on."

Tun Salleh Abbas praised the moves, saying "God had answered and give him a moral victory which translates to a legal victory."

But the recognition falls short of tendering apology. Although Datuk Zaid Ibrahim, the de facto Law Minister had urged the present government to apologize for the sacking of these judges, I personally believe that it's not the present government who had to apologize, it was the mistakes of the maha-zalim. He is the one who had to apologize for his atrocities and misuse of powers. In addition of setting-up the judicial commission and the ex-gratia payment towards these legal heroes, the government should have to move another step forward:to charge and convict the-one-who-shall-be-accountable for his misdemenaours, for abusing his powers, for corrupting the doctrine of separation of powers, and for divesting the judiciary's autonomy.

As this is only a first step, much more needs to be done. The effectiveness of the commission must be measured in its implementation, ie the composition and transparency. Thus, the government could only maintain the status quo of the dark era if the member of the commission is proposed like the the correct,correct,correct man.

I went over to read the news from the non-mainstream media. The above informations were acquired from NST, The Star and Bernama. I always think that by reading informations from one party only,I could not the weighed the truthfulness of the news. So, to articulate a fair and impartial views(though cannot guaranteed 100% about it), I also read the news from Harakah,Malaysiakini, SUARAM Website, Aliran, and the blogs of Anwar Ibrahim and Lim Kit Siang:


1) PAS President, Dato' Seri Abdul Hadi Awang, applauded the moves as well. However, the government should have apologized earlier than this time to these six real judiciary heroes.(Harakah, 19 April)

2) SUARAM also welcomed the Judicial Comission, claiming that the most meaningful measures that the government can take is to establish a Royal Commission of Inquiry to investigate the whole judicial crisis in 1988, especially on whether the then-Prime Minister Mahathir Mohamad had abused his powers.

3) Lim Kit Siang, in his blog, said that he was disappointed with the Paklah's speech, because he had expected, much much more, announced by PakLah. The “contributions, pain and loss” of the six wronged judges cannot be equated with mere currency that the ex gratia payment is grossly inadequate. The six wronged judges deserve a full and proper recompense.

4) Anwar Ibrahim in his blog - 'Kenapa sukar memohon maaf?'. In Bernama Najib said that the ex-gratia payment is not an apology. He emphasized again that the commission has merely an advisory capacity. The final authority still lies with the prime minister to make the formal recommendation to the YDPA.

5) Aliran also welcomed the commission, but in a sarcastic remarks, contending that it was the Barisan Nasional that destroyed the judiciary in its desire to make it subservient to the Executive. In this scheme of things, questionable judges were appointed and promoted so that they would be beholden to the Executive.

Reading all of these things, made me contemplating for a while. If the Commission is merely an advisory body, the journey along the dark tunnel might be long again. The light might be far-reaching. More steps and amendments must be taken by the government to reach for the lights.

I was touched by the words of Salleh Abas when interviewed by the reporters:
"
I’ve suffered so much in the last 20 years, so much so I ran away from the public. I found solace in farming. I talked to monkeys, birds and wild boars. I asked them not to disturb my plants."

Friday, April 18, 2008

Part II - Birthday Bash 2008




This was the 2nd celebration with my dearest classmates best buddies. Here goes their plan..

Izzati gave me a call, crying, and asked me to pick her up at JJ' Secret Recipe. She told me that Shafee, her bf, leave her alone after a fight, and she didnt bring her wallet to pay the bills. I was perplexed,in the state of whether to believe it or not to believe it, because I know her bf is a pretty cool man, not one type of hot-tempered. Then, Nat came along with me. Both of us were silent, having no words to say along the 5 minutes journey to JJ..perhaps both were shocked with what her bf did to her..I was just cursing in my heart alone..hehe.(no offense shafee). We straight ahead scurrying to the Secret Recipe entrance..and when we reached the entrance..TADA!!!!!!

Izzati and Ainna were waiting there, grinning, covering the cakes with the box and getting-ready with the candles..and singing the birthday song..Me and Nat were shocked and blurred. This were the double-celebration for us (Nat birthday falls on 19 March..6 days earlier from me). They bought a piece of cake for each of us since the real one (the ice-cream cake) was slightly messed-up due to a 'minor accident' in their car. We did not mind about it actually, but since they had bought the new pieces, we couldnt say nothing much.. Izzati apologized to me for her 'dirty-tricks', but seriously I didnt mind about it. Ainna and her had really made my dayThanks a million buddies for d surprise party and the witty deception that leads us here!Thanks for the treats as well!Heart both of you to the bits..XOXO!

The Birthday Girls..
Me blowing candle..
Natalie blowing candle..

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Part I: Birthday Bash 25 March 2008



25 March, here comes my birthday!The clock stroked at 12AM..received phone call from my darling...guess he was sleeping..and set his alarm clock so that he could wake up sharp at 12 and wished me "HappyBirthdayDear!", or else I would go nuts!!Thanks for remembering my birthday dear..and thanks also for the dress and the shoes..(He asked me what I want for my birthday and I picked up these two things)..

And I started receiving text messages from my buddies.."happy birthday hanimm..".."happy bday panim"...at that time I was watching "a girl from tomorrow" tv series at youtube..deep down in my heart,I was touched..never thought that a lot of peoples remembered my birthday..thanks for the well-wishes my dearest friends..:)

When I woke up the next morning,wanis wished me..received text message from my mum also.."happy birthday nani,hope u'll b a solehah daughter"..thats the exact msg.she never meant to be sarcastic,that's her hope she always recite in prayer..my conscience said:One day I will...

My sis told that my cousin invited me,her, and wanis to go to d'cherry for d dinner on that night. Few minutes aftr we reached there,we fill the time-space before we got our meals..chatting,laughing(as usual)..was bewildered when I saw my was grinning without any reason..when I turned back..tadaaaa!!kak syaz and aida came from d kitchen..holding the birthday cake..was sooo surprised!!(they told me before..ksyaz want to have her hair-cut)..wanis was behind the plan also..but the unexpected thing was that this was the double-celebration for us..in fact k.syaz was the master-mind!:D.she didnt notice earlier that her name was written on the cake as well, after blowing the candles then only she did notice it..*blur wanis*.*Grin*.anyway, million thanks to fahmy, my cousin also for the birthday treat..(he paid the dinner)..thanks to my sis and aida for the conspiracy..thanks to wanis for her indirect involvement in the conspiracy though she's the birthday girl as well..(her birthday falls on the next 2 days,27 March)..thanks for the so-called 'pervert' pinky and polka dot bra and g-strings as the birthday gift..(kaksyaz claimed both were 'comel', not pervert)..*Grin again*.Thanks again to everyone who marked my birth-date in their mind..Heartily appreciated!




Blow the Candles..Make your Wishes..

Sis and dearest cuz,the one behind the surprise bday..
With KakSyaz..the mastermind behind d surprise..

Thursday, March 27, 2008

The Innocent vs the Uncivilised Oppressor

By the time I carried out my attachment at the High Court last few months, there's something that marked the dot on my mind,the 'heart-pricking' experience which would remain entrenched in my mind.It's a case between the local people and FELDA(clearly an Authority controlled by the 'quick-grab-opportunity' government). The main essence:the local people alleged that FELDA misused their funds and they claimed over them. FELDA's allegation:the local people planted the trees not in accordance of the agreement. Nah..Ignored their 'fake' allegations. What remains haunting my mind is the face of the local ppl(the claimant).I still remember, the face of this one old man,wearing kopiah,spoke in pure Kelantanese accent during the examination, his voice was loud, at certain time his face show 'hatred', yet he remained calm when was bombarded with question frm the FELDA's counsel(from M/S Karpal Singh if i'm not mistaken).Bravo Pakcik! He was not easily 'manipulated' by that counsel, he paused for a few seconds before answering.(Show that he think before he speak). Dear Uncivilised Oppressor, you are wrong if you think that these folks are toys that u can manipulate,you can play. Though they're not exposed to your CIVILISED WORLD,when they're deceived,they cant stay silent!I'm wondering the 'structures of the hearts' of these 'oppressor',maybe they changed the color to black,build with concrete,guarded by two evils.Dont they feel symphatized when they misappropriate the money of the rural old folks?Why they're so greedy?Is the 'commission' from their multi-million projects,taxation not enough to them?WHY THEY WANT TO BE THE SLAVE FOR MONEY?
Around a month later after the hearing took place, I was watching television. Good gracious!I was shocked,yet happy and relieved, the local ppl won the case and the damages amounted to millions ringgit..alhamdulliah,its not the amount of the damages which becomes the matter,but the pride and the rights of the oppressed.Kudos to the learned judge,for his sound decision.Day by day, people are more aware of the rights of these innocent and oppressed citizens, looked at Kg.Rimba Jaya case(another more tragic incident of the oppresed and neglected rural folks).May the new tsunami-political change and the rising of the new dawn would start a new chapter..
Yesterday, while I was chatting with a friend who did the attachment together last few months,this topic was raised out again by her...Coincidently,I was thinking about it frequently lately..and it wasnt me alone, so as her..so as the Malaysians who had wake up from their dreams..

Saturday, March 22, 2008

The love-chemistry between TAN HONG MING and UMI QAZRINA

Why I'm addicted to 'blogging' again?Because I'm getting fed-up with the social network thingy, so I resorted to something which is more mind-challenging, to articulate your life,your point of views,etc. Here is my previous writing. I wrote this post few months ago, was inspired by the book of "In Good Faith" by Dato' Zaid Ibrahim, "I Have a Dream Speech" by Marthin Lurther JR, current 'political agenda twist and turns", Critics on Constitution by Prof Abd Aziz Bari, and not to forget, Tan Hong Ming and Umi Qazrina's Petronas ad..:)


"The love-chemistry between TAN HONG MING and UMI QAZRINA"

An advertisement which had striked my eye-appeal!Well, as the subject may suggest, I am not going to comment about the casting of the advertisement, instead the primary thing which striked my eye-appeal is the message of the advertisement. Yes, it's about the RACIAL INTEGRITY! It looks so sweet when the primary-school-pupil from a Chinese ethnicity fall in love with a Malay girl because she's pretty,she wear earrings, she tied her ponytail...You see,the message at the end of the ad.."Kanak-Kanak Pun Memahami.."..Even the kids, they could understand about nurturing love,friendship,and affection towards another human-being from a different race.The core of the pluralism in our country which we can assert here is:mutual respect.

The slogan "Malaysia for Malaysians" was inculcated based on our unique multi ethnic and multi religious country. What is mean by Malaysians here is tantamount to the concept of 'Bangsa Malaysia' which had been introduced by Dr.M in his famous Vision 2020 speech. So who are the peoples who form this Bangsa Malaysia?Certainly, they are the Malays, Chinese and Indians!But do not forget on the other minorities group at the East Malaysia and the aborigines, as they are part of US also. Hence, as we are ONE, we should have mutual respect for each other. The intergrity should not be tainted by playing the racial card, by stirring the seditious sentiments which could leave deplorable effects to our UNITY!

I am a Kelantanese (who are proud to be one). Although the Malays formed the majority constituent, there are still a number of Chinese, Indian and Thais which complement the populations. Yet, they mingled very well and even can speak in Kelantanese dialect! I still remember a fortnight ago, I was having my dinner at a KB Bistro, a mamak restaurant, a Chinese family came to the place and one of the boy in the family asked for "nok air teh beng sor". You see, they used our dignified dialect as the medium of instruction. Even the Thai-Moslem near my house who run a grocery shop, who married to a local man, can speak in our dialect fluently, and she wear batik sarong, liked the typical Malay middle-aged woman. These examples depict the richness of racial diversity in my kampung niche. If this can be practised at my 'kampung' nice, why can't it be existed in the larger scale, meaning that in our nation?

I guess all of us know about the sizzling headlines nowadays, the HINDRAF 28 RM28 trillion claims and their riot!What are the basis of their claims?One is they alleged that the government practised the ethnic-cleansing towards their minority group. Did they really understand what ethnic-cleansing means or they just put forward the ridiculous issue to reap the support from the Indian group?Ethnic-cleansing means displacement of an ethnic group from a particular territory, which is something similar to deportation. The question here is:do we really expunge their group?What about the second-richest tycoon in Malaysia?What about the enrolment of the men from their ethnicity in the public service, and even in the among of highest rank in the judiciary(eg:Gopal Sri Ram)?What about the large number of the men from their ethnicity who play role in the professional sector?

The Hindraf group should understand about the 'social contract' which had been drafted since the Reid Commission. The 'contract' refers to an exchange through the Constitution, while the non-Bumi were granted the citizenship through Article 14-18 of the FC and the Bumi enjoyed their special rights and privileges enshrined in Article 153. They should be grateful enough with their rights to citizenship. In addition to that, even clause 5 of Article 153 still empowering the merits to them, which laids out that any persons should be treated impartially regardless of their race. To upheld the fundamental liberties in our multi-ethnic country, Article 8 of the Constitution in furtherance connotes on 'equality before the law', that is the most sacred provision concerning human rights.

The Malays themselves should not be to arrogant with their motherland. We should remember that in the distant past, even the Malays were migrants to this country, as they came from different parts of neighbouring land. Even we are comfortable with our privileges, we should not relying too much on our special rights, as what had been described as "tongkat" by Dr.M. We should use the tool to work harder. It's so embarassing, there are too little of the Malay student who scored well at the tertiary level, they are left far behind!To tell the truth, I am not the first-class student, but I cared to ensure for my best achievement. I witnessed this "embarassing incident" by myself as now I was in the Third-Year. They would be happy enough with the "cukup-cukup makan" CGPA. If we remain to be satisfied with this mindset, how could we be on-par with the excellent achievers who are not relying on this so-called 'tongkat'?

If I were given the space to articulate my suggestion, I would like to discourse on:
"Malays, work harder and do not too engrossed. Remember the glory days of the Malacca Sultanate. Non-Malays, do not widen the rift. We are all equal. We are Bangsa Malaysia! To the Malaysians, we should embraced the diversity of ethnicity as our strength to achieve the common goal, ensuring peace and stability and in the same time exploited the richness of our diversity to be accumulated and develop the nation. Do not forget that Tunku Abdul Rahmad was not alone fighting for independence. He struggled together with Tan Cheng Lock and Tun V.T Sambathan. To quote the words of Martin Lurther Jr. in his "I have a dream" speech :
1) "I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: 'We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."
2) "I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character".