La la la kerjalah

Now only I know kerja tu penat nak mati.

Sorry my blog for leaving you behind all these while.

Bangsa Malaysia

Sakit mata aku weh tengok puak-puak bangla/indon/vietnam..
Dah makin ramai..aku rasa populasi diorang dah 1/5 kat Malaysia ni.
Jangan sampai nak jadi Bangsa Malaysia yang baru pulak
Memang aku hangen la..Kucar Kacir negara Malaysia nanti.
Kalau aku jadi Najib dah lama aku 'ethnic-cleansing' puak diorang.
Buat macam Hitler buat kat Jews pun ok jugak.
Bukan nak rasis..aku rasa orang Cina,orang India pun bengang gak ngan diorang kot.
Lagi sakit hati tengok dkat KLCC tu.
Kerajaan tolong jangan gatal-gatal bagi nationality kat diorang.
Ni la satu-satunya kaum aku benci kt Malaysia..kaum PATI tak sedar diri ni.
Datang carik makan sebuk2 cakap 'Maling-Sia' pulak.
Curi pulau lau..curi budaya la..
Dasar puak tak educated.

khinzir btol.memang aku benci puak PATI nih.kerajaan tolong evacuate diorang cepat-cepat.dah sakitkan mata/burukkan pemandangan kat Malaysia la pulak.

Robert Frost

Too many roads diverged in a yellow wood..
And sorry, I could not travel all...
And being one traveler, long I stood..
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Speaking Words of Wisdom..

I've been on a loooooong hiatus for blogging.Almost 1 month..Now I realize my mind becomes numb again to write. Blame the bloody exam..Yea I had just finished my final exam last week..I mean the REAL FINAL!..unless I have to sit for the 'foreseeable' supp..Knock the wood.

I'm not in the mood to write anything about the final day of my law school life.Or graduation.Perhaps sometime later.There's something lingering on my mind now.THE WORDS OF WISDOM uttered by the peoples around me..the passer-by..Well, I do not only collect the quotations from the famous people (During the exam weeks, the words from Abraham Lincoln..."This too, shall pass" keep on sticking my head). I collect quotations from the laymen as well...ie my family,my acquaintance, the passer-by...As long as they're worthy of remembrance, they're part of my 'HALL OF FAME'.

1. Mohd Faridz, my dearest love: Kita ni orang kampung je..tak payah la nak urban sangat..
Significance: He made me remember my roots wherever I go, and inquire into myself humbly on my origins.So everytime I think about his words, I won't overstep the boundaries.;)

2. Tengku Awanis, my childhood friend/my bosom pal: Bereh bereh takdok gapo/takdok hal (stands for "it's okay, no big deal").. everytime I ask her favor.
Significance: It shows 'sincerity' and at the same time it makes people feel comfortable to hear such words..;)

3. Kak Wear, ex MMU staff: Lek lek sap kok luh...
Significance: It means everytime I face hardship, I have to be relax.It doesn't mean that I have to take things for granted, but I have to take it easy. Be calm and find ways to resolve the matters.

4. Natalie@Chew Qi Wei, my BFF at MMU : You can't never trust a people who talk bad about his/her friend with you.That people might talk bad about you with other people.
Significance: Thanks Nat! Your words help me to distinguish between a reliable friend and a useless one.Fortunately all my 'close friends' are reliable.:)

5. Wan Fadzlina, my eldest sister: You can't never trust anyone, you can only keep the skeleton in the closet to yourself. You can only trust yourself.
Significance: It's so tempting to reveal someone biggest secret. Isn't it true?That's why I never tell other people about my secret.

6. My mom: When you fail to get anything which you desired, there must be some 'hikmah' for it. There must be a better opportunity which God had written down for us.
Significance: It makes me thinks in a positive way whenever I faced any hardships.

7. Anonymous: It's like Socrates-Crito conversation.Hehehe.I told that anonymous "Best ape jadi orang single ni" and that anonymous replied "Lagi best kalau ada soulmate dan kita bahagia dengan soulmate kita". Well if that anonymous read this entry, he/she will know that I refer this to him/her.
Significance: Sometimes I wonder what it feels to be single. But this anonymous makes me realize how worthy my soulmate means to me.:)

Duh..I feel that my English is so sucks nowadays! That affects my mood to write anything in this blog.:(

My Wishlist

These are my 3 wishes in the nearest time:

1) Hope my Tok Wan will fully recover soon and be able to walk (eventhough he used to stagger) and recognize us back! (He can hardly recognize some of our faces). Ameen..

2) Watch The Red Warriors live this weekend. Finally, they made it to Finale though they had to undergo their hardest time. GOMO KELATE GOMO! Last time I watch The Red Warriors live at Stadium Sultan Muhammad Kota Bharu was 13 years ago (now I'm 24) with my father. That time, Hashim Mustapha was our renowned hero, who won the "Penjaring Kasut Emas". Seriously, I miss those good old days! *But my brother refused to accompany me this weekend.:(*

3) Finish all the assignments!Haih...can't stand the nausea of the thinking-parts. I need Xanax! Seriously, it's mentally-relieving!

Kelantan Football Hooligans

I was utterly shocked when I read the news few days ago. 3 words which perfectly fit to describe these hooligans: UNCIVILIZED, STUPID and HUMILIATING. I came across our highly-respected Chief Minister comment in a Malay tabloid yesterday,"Sungguh Memalukan". I believed all the educated and civilized Kelantanese would have agreed with Tuan Guru. I feel so ashamed with those jackass behaviors. Now the citizens from the other states are throwing shits and accusations towards all the Kelantanese.

OMG, when a portion of these dumbass rebelled outrageously, why all of my fellow state mates have to be the scapegoats? They said this 'uncivilised group' has nothing to do with the girls, but only the Kelantan guys. Hmm.. My boyfriend hailed from the same state, but I never detect his hot-tempered sense. I don't think that he has the tendency to start the fire with the 'orang luar'. A few of my blogger mates are Kelantanese too. Mr.Darabdua is the most funniest creature I had ever met, somone who is fun-to-be-with and I bet everybody will crack a laughter to hear his whacky jokes or read his blog. Mr Pjoe is a cool person too and has a sense of sensitivity towards the XX creatures(based on my observation on his blog entries). Well, don't just simply threw blanket accusations toward the Kelantanese guys.

My observations are based on bona fide/true accounts and hypothesis. No biasness/favoritism/inclination of preferential treatment towards my fellow state mates.

Again, shame on you the hooligans.You deserved to live in exile. (See, no biasness right?)

Random Utterance

I always fall into a state of forlorn before I bid goodbye to my home, whereas whenever I step my feet onto the Kelantan's land I would always feel delightful and welcomed with some rhythm echoing like 'Sweethome Alabama'. Oh well replace the word Alabama with Kota Bharu. Perfectly fits.

An hour after I write this entry, I will left my home, well not for good. I am just being too emotional. *Smirk*. Spending the final hours before I left, I went to the hair saloon to straighten my hair & consequently burned a hole in my pocket.Haih..I'm not really into this stiff and fake hair, but it gives me a worry-free guarantee, plus my guy keep on condemning my 'jerebek' hair.

Kota Bharu is a bit hot these days. Except for today, the morning rain was too seductive to resist until I huddled in my bed and woke up at 11! Apart from this morning, the humidity made the temperature soooo oppresive. Plus my room's aircond ain't working. It's so terrible. I can feel perspiration beaded up on my forehead whenever I surf the Net inside my room.

I did my very own D-I-Y stuff the day before I left which costs only RM1.50. Picture above. It looks effortlessly Hippies, but I have no idea where and when should I wear it. My mom made a sarcastic hint that it's a crap idea. Nahh but I'm still persistent about wearing it some day..

I can't help myself to keep on watching some old stuff by Radiohead on Youtube, their most fascinating piece. Obviously it's Creep. True Love Awaits is hypnotizing too. Well, all work pieces from Thom Yorke are the result of the genius! Someday I wish I will go to Europe for my honeymoon and a trip to Radiohead's concert will make my honeymoon perfect. We will listen together to 'Creep' and lost in the transition. But I'm afraid that's impossible. Haven't you heard the news that Thom Yorke won't sing Creep again?



Jerebek= Kelantanese accent which refers to unruly and messy hair.

Hot Air Ballon Fest

Currently, I don't have the mood to elaborate the whole event, let the pictures speak for themselves and reclaim their rightful place. Sometimes, the photographs can speak better than the lengthy words.Remember Taking Back Sunday song, This Photograph is the Proof?

'Become a morning person' on this day. Woke up at 6.15AM just to make sure that I reach there before 7.30AM.Huh..




I felt so exhausted, yet exhilarated.Period.