My Wishlist

These are my 3 wishes in the nearest time:

1) Hope my Tok Wan will fully recover soon and be able to walk (eventhough he used to stagger) and recognize us back! (He can hardly recognize some of our faces). Ameen..

2) Watch The Red Warriors live this weekend. Finally, they made it to Finale though they had to undergo their hardest time. GOMO KELATE GOMO! Last time I watch The Red Warriors live at Stadium Sultan Muhammad Kota Bharu was 13 years ago (now I'm 24) with my father. That time, Hashim Mustapha was our renowned hero, who won the "Penjaring Kasut Emas". Seriously, I miss those good old days! *But my brother refused to accompany me this weekend.:(*

3) Finish all the assignments!Haih...can't stand the nausea of the thinking-parts. I need Xanax! Seriously, it's mentally-relieving!

Kelantan Football Hooligans

I was utterly shocked when I read the news few days ago. 3 words which perfectly fit to describe these hooligans: UNCIVILIZED, STUPID and HUMILIATING. I came across our highly-respected Chief Minister comment in a Malay tabloid yesterday,"Sungguh Memalukan". I believed all the educated and civilized Kelantanese would have agreed with Tuan Guru. I feel so ashamed with those jackass behaviors. Now the citizens from the other states are throwing shits and accusations towards all the Kelantanese.

OMG, when a portion of these dumbass rebelled outrageously, why all of my fellow state mates have to be the scapegoats? They said this 'uncivilised group' has nothing to do with the girls, but only the Kelantan guys. Hmm.. My boyfriend hailed from the same state, but I never detect his hot-tempered sense. I don't think that he has the tendency to start the fire with the 'orang luar'. A few of my blogger mates are Kelantanese too. Mr.Darabdua is the most funniest creature I had ever met, somone who is fun-to-be-with and I bet everybody will crack a laughter to hear his whacky jokes or read his blog. Mr Pjoe is a cool person too and has a sense of sensitivity towards the XX creatures(based on my observation on his blog entries). Well, don't just simply threw blanket accusations toward the Kelantanese guys.

My observations are based on bona fide/true accounts and hypothesis. No biasness/favoritism/inclination of preferential treatment towards my fellow state mates.

Again, shame on you the hooligans.You deserved to live in exile. (See, no biasness right?)

Random Utterance

I always fall into a state of forlorn before I bid goodbye to my home, whereas whenever I step my feet onto the Kelantan's land I would always feel delightful and welcomed with some rhythm echoing like 'Sweethome Alabama'. Oh well replace the word Alabama with Kota Bharu. Perfectly fits.

An hour after I write this entry, I will left my home, well not for good. I am just being too emotional. *Smirk*. Spending the final hours before I left, I went to the hair saloon to straighten my hair & consequently burned a hole in my pocket.Haih..I'm not really into this stiff and fake hair, but it gives me a worry-free guarantee, plus my guy keep on condemning my 'jerebek' hair.

Kota Bharu is a bit hot these days. Except for today, the morning rain was too seductive to resist until I huddled in my bed and woke up at 11! Apart from this morning, the humidity made the temperature soooo oppresive. Plus my room's aircond ain't working. It's so terrible. I can feel perspiration beaded up on my forehead whenever I surf the Net inside my room.

I did my very own D-I-Y stuff the day before I left which costs only RM1.50. Picture above. It looks effortlessly Hippies, but I have no idea where and when should I wear it. My mom made a sarcastic hint that it's a crap idea. Nahh but I'm still persistent about wearing it some day..

I can't help myself to keep on watching some old stuff by Radiohead on Youtube, their most fascinating piece. Obviously it's Creep. True Love Awaits is hypnotizing too. Well, all work pieces from Thom Yorke are the result of the genius! Someday I wish I will go to Europe for my honeymoon and a trip to Radiohead's concert will make my honeymoon perfect. We will listen together to 'Creep' and lost in the transition. But I'm afraid that's impossible. Haven't you heard the news that Thom Yorke won't sing Creep again?



Jerebek= Kelantanese accent which refers to unruly and messy hair.

Hot Air Ballon Fest

Currently, I don't have the mood to elaborate the whole event, let the pictures speak for themselves and reclaim their rightful place. Sometimes, the photographs can speak better than the lengthy words.Remember Taking Back Sunday song, This Photograph is the Proof?

'Become a morning person' on this day. Woke up at 6.15AM just to make sure that I reach there before 7.30AM.Huh..




I felt so exhausted, yet exhilarated.Period.

Happy Birthday Ainna!

I know I should post this entry a month ago, but sometimes time-constraint and workloads could take my focus away and my mind would go haywired.Sorrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy Ainna dearie!Now I have all the time in the world to write on my blog and ideas after ideas start popping up my mind, next on the list are Payed's mini birthday celebration, hot air balloon fest, etc..I write only when I have ideas.;)

We threw a mini celebration for Miss Nayrell or Ainna at Bert's garden. The food there was okay, I only ordered Nasi Lemak, not so much choices of rices. I can't live without eating rice for a day or else I would go haywired. But I can say that I gave two thumbs up for their warm service and the friendly staffs. The environment there was fantastic, the chilling winds, the hissing sounds of the tides, etc. We had a lot of fun, particularly on gossiping. Haha.I mean when Natalie and Anita started to spill out the gossip, the rest of us went gaga.

'*Ainna is one of my bosom pals at the University. She's fucking HOT! (you know when I put the word 'fucking' it means I'm really really serious, I bet the rest would say that as well), but sorry she's taken. She has a BRILLIANT fashion-sense and I will not be surprise to see her on Who What Wear Myspace muses one day. She has a soft-spoken voice, kind-hearted, loving, caring, and she's a good example of a person who is extremely cautious on her words while she's talking. She won't hurt other people feelings with her words. :). Ainna dear I wrote this testimony based on my frank observation during 4 years of our friendship. ;)

May 2009 brings luck and happiness to you and I wish to see you on 'red and white' wedding altar one day (as you told me in class that day).

Happy Birthday Natalie!

Happy Birthday Nat!!*screaming at the top of my lung*.I can only manage to post the entry today because I waited for the pictures from my friend's camera to be uploaded. Today I grabbed it from Ainna's Facebook. A bunch of gratitudes for Ainna dearie for uploading the pictures just now. We threw a party for her at Dreambox. The food turned out to be pretty yummy and the plan ran smoothly. We had a fun and joyful time that night, singing loudly, laughing, melantak, and a 'lil bit' on gossiping.:D

*Natalie is one of my best human-encounter at the Law School. She is one of my bosom pals. HOT!, funny but a smart-ass, very detail-oriented person, bubbly, caring, kind-hearted, have a big reservoir of empathy (seriously I observed this one), and the list of these positive trait are non-exhaustive. Ohh and not to forget, she's the best gossip-partner in the whole world (I bet the rest would also say that) and has this trademark.."Eh I ada gossip tauuuuuu!!"

May all your wishes come true dear. Have a blissful year!:)

CONGRATULATIONS!

CONGRATULATIONS NIK NUR MADIHAH for proving an excellent record and scored 20As in the SPM last year. You are a true example of a flower which bloomed gracefully in an adverse time. You showed to the whole nation that hardship could not hinder you to excel in your studies and be much much better than others. Even you have RM1 for your pocket money daily, that won't fade your spirits away. Your great reservoir of passion, vigour, hard works, and geniuses had paid-off and prove that you are better than the son or daughter of a Minister, or a Parliamentarian, or the prominent rich man.

You had lifted up the name of Kelantan State Government school, proving that their products are better than the elite boarding schools where the students have been trained and gained more public attention. You suit the saying that "Resisting in adversity causes some men to break, but others to break record". I have a BIG respect and admirance on you.

May you be excel in your future life and prove another great history in the Physic field.

*I came across the offensive words of Murai in a Malay mainstream paper, labelling her house as 'rumah atau reban?' and accusing the state gov for neglecting the welfare of their ppl. I was like wtf? She had even proved that she's much moreeee better than the useless son of a prominent Minister displayed in Gutter Censor website,huh.

Journey to the Future Ahead

Here I go, sailing through a sleepless night, pondering on the future ahead. The economic recession, the tremendous amount of laying-off among the current proletariats (are we the proletariats?), next scandalous PM on the line (huh can u imagine that?), and etc.. Yeah, vague future for my generations (Or I am the only paranoid?)

I learned that during the recession one has to be creative and dare to take the risk with their unseen hands. One who survives and becomes a striking figure on the race will undoubtedly make a break. Note the words of Mulan in its movie, "The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful".History tells.Period.

Yeah, resisting through unfavorable time causes some men to break, but others to break record, But can I be like them? I am a woman with low self-confidence, to be frank. But the stories of great men who are able to resist through the challenging times are really inspiring. Hilton (the founder of Hilton Hotel chain) and happened to be the father of bimbotic but charming Ms Paris came from a poor background. He barely survived during The Great Depression. He started his business by way of transforming their home to a modest inn, drummed up his business by way of inducing the travellers at the train station and gave them a room at 1 dollar and meals cooked by his wife. He had the idea, and he generated it. He broke the record.

So as Abraham Lincoln who was born in poverty and faced defeat after defeat throughout his life. Read his story at Wikipedia. No use to cut and paste it here. Eventually, he was elected as Mr President. Lincoln was not great because he was born in a log cabin, but because he got out of it.

And me, which trail should I follow? I learned a quote from Albert Einstein..

"...I think and think for months and years. 99 times, the conclusion is false. The 100th time Iam right".

Zoo!

It was a humid and sunny day, yet it was not an obtrusive reason for my scheduled plan with my loved one. Ohhh NOOOOO!!! we didn't go to the National Zoo purposely to celebrate the Valentine's Day. In fact, I never celebrate Valentine until this time being. Well, not because of some religious reasons, but I just feel awkward. I had once told my guy "Everyday is our Hari Kasih Sayang" kan? I went there for the sake of 'learning' and catching the first-hand glimpses of these divine creations.

Wearing Miss Selfridge top and MNG slim fit jeans

Seeing these creatures cherishing the moments with their loved one..






And there are some which still searching for their soul-mates..








And me?? I had found my other half..Heehee!

BTW, Slamat 'Hari Kasih Sayang' everyone.=)

Kereta Buatan Ford

Jikalau ditakdirkan suatu hari nanti saya akan menjadi kaya-raya, mungkin saya akan mempertimbangkan untuk membeli kereta-kereta ilham Henry Ford dan sekutunya dari jenis berikut:
Atau mungkin yang ini...

Yang ini pun boleh juga...Boleh la buat pegi pasar..Confirm orang tengok babe! Dilihat Hitler juga pernah menggunakan model yang seakan-akan sama..




Mengapa saya begitu bercita-cita untuk menggunakan kereta buatan Ford? Kerana saya kagum dengan sejarah Henry Ford (Pengasas Ford sendiri) yang begitu lantang menentang puak Yahudi yang licik dan zalim. Kalau diikutkan sejarah, Henry Ford dan Adolf Hitler saling meminati satu sama lain. Hitler meletakkan bingkai gambar Ford di sebelah mejanya dan berkata, "I regard Henry Ford as my inspiration,". Ford juga telah mendedahkan resipi dan rahsia konspirasi jahat puak Yahudi di dalam akhbar 'The Dearborn Independent' melalui artikel bertajuk "Protocols of the Learned Elders Zion". Semenjak dari itu, puak Yahudi mula mengecam tindakan Ford. Ford akhirnya terpaksa tunduk dan meminta maaf, tetapi tidak menafikan kebenaran Protokol-Protokol terbabit.

Menurut Ford, "The only statement I care to make about the Protocols is that they fit in with what is going on". Ketika peristiwa Nuremberg Trial, ramai askar-askar Jerman mengatakan bahawa mereka mendapat ilham dari HenryFord itu sendiri.

Menurut Protokol-Protokol terbabit, Ford telah mendedahkan konspirasi jahat puak Zionis Yahudi yang bagi mereka hanya ada dua bangsa di muka bumi ini, iaitu Yahudi dan bukan Yahudi (dikenali sebagai 'Gentile') yang disifatkan oleh mereka sebagai bodoh dan senang dipijak-pijak. Protokol ini telah meramalkan bahawa suatu hari nanti media massa akan dikawal oleh puak Zionis ini yang mana pihak Barat juga akan tunduk kepadanya. Mereka juga mentafsirkan agama Judaism secara extreme dan menganggap bahawa mereka adalah kaum yang terpilih untuk mentadbir dunia. Dari situ, semua rancangan-rancangan Zionis telah dihuraikan. Sila 'wiki' untuk keterangan lanjut..

Saya juga tertarik dengan kata-kata Hitler yang berikut, "I could have annihilated all the Jews in the world but I left some so that the world would know why I did that". (Saya berupaya untuk membunuh semua Yahudi di bumi ini tapi saya tinggalkan sedikit supaya dunia tahu mengapa saya berbuat demikian).

Mungkin kenyataan ini berbaur agak racist, tapi jika diaplikasikan untuk kejahatan puak Zionis dan puak Yahudi yang menyokong Zionis, kenyataan ini memang tepat sekali.

Henry Ford memang GENIUS. Dan Hitler pula walaupun kejam, saya menganggap beliau tergolong dalam kumpulan 'hero' juga.

The 'dirty game'

The recent political drama packed with mixed emotions from both parties had getting on my nerves. Day by day I am getting more perplexed with the twisted facts and opinions from politicians, bloggers, experts, etc.. Now, I cling on to the principles in Islam, that 'human knowledges are limited, and only God knows the best'. As what my father said, there is no right side in politics, which are all about dirty-game and the cunning-skills competitions among their players. But I am still inclined to my threshold(on whom I think a better one).. On the party-hopping issues, I don't agree with the kangaroos or the grasshoppers, whoever had initiated it (whether Anwar or the other side), unless they are willing to call for a fresh-election after they jumped to the other side.

What had driven me to such confusions?

1) The opinions of the Constitutional experts. Prof Shad Saleem Faruqi said the MB can be removed after referring to the Interpretation Act. Prof Abd Aziz Bari on the other hand (in a polite manner after reiterating that we cannot blame the Sultan), stated that the two appropriate suggestions a are either to revoke the appointment of Zambry & to allow Nizar to be reinstated or to dissolve the assembly.

2) The divergence of opinions within the party members/supporters. Within the BN, Tun Dr M, Ku Li, and Rais Yatim seemed opposed to this action. And surprisingly within the PR, few hours back Karpal Singh had criticized DSAI on party-hopping issues, claiming that he is not a suitable figure to be a PR leader. Huhh, what an absurd contradictions. Period.

3) Please read this. Where some may say that the Interpretation Act would be applied in this situation, there is a limitation. The Act does not apply where "there is something in the subject or context inconsistent with or repugnant to the application". The inconsistency can be reverted back to the Perak's Constitution, particularly Art 16(6) and (7). Well, read that article. Too lengthy to be explained.

*Hoping that someone will not be send to the asylum*

My feedback on "Syurga-Islam"

This morning I came upon a blasphemous blog, 'Syurga Islam', which had blatantly insulted Islam. From the postings, the author stated that he/she is a free-thinker. When I tried to access the blog again just now, it had been blocked and opened to invited readers only(when I has been ready to post my feedback to the author). I am not a pious Muslim nor a religious scholar, but I feel that it is my obligation(the obligations of all Muslims) to defend our religion at the highest notch of our knowledges and capabilities.

The most inferior 'iman' is to detest whatever is munkar to our hearts..

I could not remember all the author's point in the latest entry, but I would state 4 salient points which are lingering in my mind and my opinions to such irresponsible remarks.

1. The author challenged the existence of God and questioned on Allah's the Almighty Power and if Allah does not depend from all other entities, He doesn't need any form of worshipping.

: On the existence of God, my justification is on the 'first cause' of the Universe. There must be a 'First Cause' to every creations. Can you imagine any creations without a Creator? Let say the whole universe existed by itself, how can it came into an existence of such a well-arranged order without the planets and the stars collided with each other?

There must be some 'superior power' to order their movement. Even in Physics, the 'Theory of Momentum' states that 'the total momentum' of any closed system which is not affected by external forces cannot change. There is an element of 'force'. So who 'force' this whole universe?

:Why we have to worship Allah?: The word Islam itself means 'the wilful submission to Allah'. The Muslims believed that we are all His creations. Only when you are searching the true path of Islam, you can feel your tremendous love to Allah above anything else. When you love Allah, you must always want to keep-in-touch with Allah, remembering Allah all the time. That's why the Muslims have to performs the fard salah, reciting Quran and Du'a. I give one reasoning. If you fall in love with a sapien of your opposite sex or you love your family, do you want to 'keep-in-touch' with them or stay away from them?

2. The author stated that Islam are racially-biased and enjoined his followers to commit persecution.

: Islam acknowledges the practice of 'freedom of religion'. Refer to the Holy Quran, Chapter Al-Kafirun (109:6); "Unto you your religion, unto me my religion".
Islam also enjoys their followers to mix around with other races and to live in peace. Refer to Chapter Al-Hujurat (49:13); "O mankind! We have created you from a male and a female, and made you nations and tribe so that you may come to know one another".

3. The author quoted verse number 5 from the Chapter of At-Tawbah (9:5), which he claimed to inculcate hatred among the Muslims towards other religions.

: This is not true. The author did not make a thorough research on the historical period where and why the verses had been revealed. In fact, if the author moved to verse 6 of the same Chapter, the author would have been acknowledged that Allah ordered those war combatants to grant the protections towards their war enemies if they seek protection. If they refused to accept the words of Allah, THE ENEMIES SHOULD BE ACQUITTED, NOT TO BE KILLED. Please refer the verse and its interpretation for further validation.

4. The author put forward a quotation from Albert Einstein pertaining to God and science, which justified the irrelevancy of the concept of God in life.

: Even in Science, the further discovery can annulled the previous discovery. But this 'fluctuation of human knowledge' does not occurs in any Allah's words in Al Quran. Take for example, the shape of our earth had been opened to floodgates of scientist debates. The earlier century claimed that the earth is flat, whereas the latter discovery conformed that it is spherical. Human knowledge is limited.



"..as Muslims when we've been deceived, we can't stay silent." - Tuan Guru Dato' Haji Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat, Kelantan Chief Minister

Putrajaya

Excuse me for the massive amounts of pictures uploaded. I am superfluously thrilled at my newly acquired lesson on Adobe Photoshop CS3. All of these pictures were captured in Putrajaya by my guy. It's so wonderful to walk around the green scenery with my loved one, listening to the soothing melody of the birds chirping and watching butterflies flying around even I have to reach there at 9AM.

I'm wearing thrifted floral dress, Coach Signature swingpack, and flat by Vincci

The infamous Tingkat 4 from far..

Jantung pisang dari jantung hati saya

On Cloud 9!

As the title tells, I'm sooo happy to get a new phone from my father, as the condition of my old phone was seriously worst. But what makes me feel guilty is about it's brand. It's against the spirit of "Boycott the Israeli Campaign". But that wasn't my fault right?

The euphoric state was culminated when I received a phone call from my sister while I was riding back to sweethome Kelate with my boyfriend's car. She said 'Result tubik doh la!' and it was sooo out of expectation! Alhamdulillah. Buleh amek certificate la kawe sem ni. Yeahh yeahh!!

My sister had just came back from Amareka and I'm sooooo delighted again to see the arrival of my 'Coach Signature Sling Bag' which I had been yearning for years. I know I can't afford the effing ridiculous price here. She bought it from the Coach Outlet at it's factory near Minnesota. Quite reasonable for a cheapskate.=)
And my kind-hearted sister presented a new DKNY watch to me. That's so right on time, thankss a zillion to her. Look at the condition of my current watch.

Apart from that, she gave me a new white shirt attached with black vest as I have to be prepared to enter the 'working field' soon. *sigh*. My aunty gave the yellow mustard Kenneth Cole handbag, together with a whitey silk sash, and a pair of vintage earrings, which had showered me with blissful happiness all day long. Ignore the Fossil. That wasn't my stuff (mistakenly thought it was mine before).

I'M IN THE SEVENTH HEAVEN!HEHE